Every time.

So, yea, SO. I seem to use that as an intro to many of my thoughts... get used to it. haha. Anywho, which is 'anywho' even a legitimate word? I have no idea, however, I use many words that lack legitimacy, and I don't really care. SO, here we go again. I have reached a pinnacle in weight gain, yet again. My fat ass just weighed in at 249 pounds. Thank goodness I took it into my own hands today and bought a gym membership. It's funny, I used to have a gym membership at this same gym when I was about 15. Ok, that's not so funny, but I am looking forward to making working out a regular part of my daily routine. It is something that I know I must to in order to even maintain an equilibrium emotionally as well as physically. Definitely with one impacting the other.

Here we go again... for the umpteenth time.

Hello everybody... which I think everybody is just me or Trista... Either way, I am finally writing on this wonderful thing we call a blog nowadays. I am not sure why it has taken me so long to get here, to this place where I am actually writing down my thoughts, but most likely, it's because blogging/writing, like everything else in this world requires effort... that of which I lack apparently. I am just so sick and tired of being such a procrastinator. I think that it's finally taken me over the edge. I just put every little thing off until later, somehow, in my crazy little chaotic brain, thinking that there is going to be a better time in the future to tend to the task. Well, I am wrong, nearly every time. And I miss oppurtunities left and right, north and south, all over the freaking place and then I kick myself in the ass for it. It's just ridiculous. Either way, I am deciding that now I am taking a different stance, I am going to try to be a doer, and not a puteroffer. So, next time an ingenious thought flies into my brain, I am going to be packing my bags and jumping on that plane before it flies off without me.